I’ve got some issues here. I’m in a long distance relationship. Actually, this guy was my childhood friend and we connected together recently. He studies abroad. He fell in love with me, everything was going too fast, he kinda “made me love him,” took off my icicle.
He became all I was asking for in a man. We met during summer vacations, it was awesome, and then he went back to the country where he studies. Since then, he’s backing off. I don’t know what happened. He calls once in a blue moon (he used to call me everyday!).
No more I love yous, no more I miss yous, NOTHING. He barely responds to my mails. We used to spend hours on Skype! I mean, he was so passionate and excited about us and the future together, he asked me to promise I’d wait for him. And I did.
And now he’s backing off?! I mean… What am I supposed to do?! When I tell him about how I feel, he says that he’s just busy, that he needs to concentrate and that he’ll try to call me on weekends. He was busy before, too, but he used to call! I’m only asking for two minutes a day here, just to say hi and know he still cares. And he still finds time to talk to his friends and family and go on Facebook. The result is that I’m backing off too, returning to my shell. And I don’t get it. One month before, he was madly in love, and now he can’t even say a kind word to me?
-What is the Deal?
It’s not fair that this guy warmed you up, and then left you cold, but please take comfort in the fact that you are not the first person who’s suffered this crap.
Here’s my advice: Stop calling him, texting him, visiting his Facebook page. Don’t initiate contact whatsoever. Stop telling him how you feel (he doesn’t deserve to hear it). Yes, breaking contact will hurt at first, but it will get easier. It’s also worth it. Know that just as you cannot fathom why this guy came on so strong only to leave you high and dry, prolonging the agony is only going to prolong the agony.
(There are men and women who get off on ‘the chase.’ They determine to make someone fall in love with them, woo them until they do, and then move on because the fun is over. I don’t know if this guy falls into this category, but it’s possible.)
Fill your time taking care of yourself, doing things that make you happy and keep your mind off this person. If he should contact you, guard your heart and resist making yourself overly available. Think very hard if it’s worth letting him into your life again.
Is he worth it? Does he deserve you?
I hope you won’t let this unfortunate experience prevent you from finding happiness with a man who does deserve you and doesn’t ever take you for granted.